Update! August 15,2009

School is starting ;/ August 24 ! I wont be making as much videos but ill try to. Highschool here i come! Some of you guys dont know me well, i have a boyfriend. I really dont know what to do, we've been going out for a short time. Since August 4. Im already wanting to let go, what should i do? It just isnt the same as before, & + He goes to a different school as much. Anyways, its wierd. One of my recent ex, i like fell in love with him. Like literally, we were just Young Love. & I guess on his myspace status's he was really sad for some reason, saying he wishes he died & wonder if she would shed a tear or something. So like i texted him to so whats wrong & he was just like oh nothing im fine. Im like it doesnt seem like you are, i seen your status theres something wrong. & he was like the girl he loves doesnt know, so i told him to tell her. & he said okay i will, then i said goodjob. then he replies saying "i love you" im like wait you know this is josephine? cause before i was so sprung offah him he would play me, like he would be like oh get back with me i miss you & shit. but he would be kidding & stuff, and it really hurted me so i never believe him again. but this time he was serious & i was like really surprise.. im really excited for highschool, im joining volleyball. most people like join & arent like really good, but for me. Im a pro , not a pro, pro. Just a good one, lol. Because ive been playing since 5th grade but never joined the team when i got to middle school, because i had the suckiest grades ever! well, that all for now.. stay tuned for my next blog. Follow me(=